how’ve you been? Long time no see.

Lets tumbl again. Just you and me.

and the internet.

I never thought I was going to sit here and think about all the times I loved being even near you and all the fun and laughs we had. I miss how easy it was for us. I just wish I could tell you how sorry I am for everything I did to you, all of the pain I caused you and all of the heartache. I wish I could just open up to you and tell you the truth and why it’s the way it is. I wish I could take so many things back. Hurting you and losing you, is my biggest regret. 

I am not going to play the part of a mediocre teenage romance novel star so that these two people can get the bets of what they want. It’s not fair to me.

One of you (edward) is exceedingly mopey and your mood changes on a dime. That and your constant need to say things like “She is mine” is just a little too vampire territorial for me. Don’t forget your flip floppity-ness. you want me, but you dont. 

I got more straight answers out of vampire BS in true blood then I get out of you IRL.

Then there’s Jacob. He thinks he’s the obviously better choice. It’s true that I have yet to see the negative points, besides that he talks a lot. But I know where I stand with him. He just lacks tact. Both parties equally hate each other, but for some reason the vampires feel the need to hate more. 

Ya’ll transportation people are just a bunch of emotion sucking vampires and werewolves with no direction. So on a serious note, I’m about to just say screw all of you. It’s not worth vampires and werewolves when I can just be a damn mermaid.